This is Catharina's 19-minute testimony: "How I met Jesus: The Moment My Life Changed Forever." (It's hard to hear, so you have to put in headphones or get in a quiet spot. But it's worth it.)
She's been through a lot - dealt with judgmental Christians, bullies, bad relationships with her parents, hated her life, faced the "Why Me's," dealt with repressed pain, etc. And she learned that sometimes God might take away the things we rely on in this life, but He does it to save our souls, to drive us to Him. And that's what she did, she let the pain drive her to the Lord, instead of away from Him.
Her testimony is very real and very touching, and I think a lot of people can relate to it their own way.
It's okay to not be okay .. because that's where Jesus meets you and takes over, if you let Him!