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Friday, December 25, 2020

And Lastly, A Great Ending

 Every great story needs a great ending.  Here's one of the best end-of-movie songs from one of the greatest movies ever made: Storybook Love from The Princess Bride.  (You know it's true!)  The lyrics have nothing to do with my story or my blog, I just really, really love this song and movie.  (And I just watched it last night, so it's fresh in my mind.)  :) 

And now it's time to say goodbye!

Seriously, let's not stretch it out.  It only makes it harder.  Let's just get it over with.  So ...

So long, farewell, Auf Wiedersehen, goodbye!

Merry Christmas, Y'All!

 Merry Christmas, Everyone!  May God bless you today and this next year.  May He show Himself to you in new ways, to encourage you, to help you along the hard paths, to restore your faith in Him (or draw you to Him for the first time), to lift you up when your heart is broken. 


Two songs that I love: Hallelujah Christmas (Cloverton) and Little Drummer Boy (For King and Country)

"Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the LORD." Luke 2:11 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."  John 3:16

"... if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.... Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved."  Romans 10:9, 13


(And this ends the posts that I had already put on the schedule to be posted on certain dates.  If I don't post after this, it's because I'm tired and need a break from writing.  Merry Christmas, y'all!)

Thursday, December 24, 2020

The Importance of Brokenness

Such a great sermon, one we can all learn a lot from and be encouraged by:

"Encountering God's Process" by Tony Evans

(And here's a great 10-minute video from his daughter, Priscilla Shirer: "We're Desensitized to our Blessings."  It just seemed to speak so well to the crazy world we're living in right now, maybe because now seems like the perfect time to dig through all the distractions around us to find Jesus.) 
And it's funny because just the other day, I was updating and typing up a "Bible Study/workbook" thing I wrote years ago, called "Through the Refining Fire: Your 'Sweetly Broken' Journey," and the stuff Dr. Evans was saying in the beginning was almost exactly the stuff I had just typed up, about how God usually has to break us to rebuild us, how it's part of the process of spiritual growth.  

I am sending this "Through the Refining Fire" workbook to my relative who's in jail because she shares the Bible things I send her with other people on her floor.  I figure it's one way I can try to help turn this whole bad situation (her arrest) around for good, at least for someone.  She might not want what I send her, but maybe a fellow prisoner will get something out of it.  Who knows?  But it helps me to know that I'm not just wallowing in despair, but that maybe I can help some eternal good come out of this bad situation for someone, even if it's not her. 

Wednesday, December 23, 2020

"We Believe" by Newsboys

 A favorite song of mine from Newsboys: We Believe

"He's coming back again!"

This song also plays at the end of my all-time favorite Christian movie, "Do You Believe?"  Watch it, with tissues nearby.

Tuesday, December 22, 2020

Links to the Posts in "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" Series

 To make it easier to find, I compiled the links to all the posts in the "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said: We Left Our Church Because of Calvinism" series.  (That's right ... I'm not letting him or Calvinism off easy, not with the damage they do to God's Truth!) 

Monday, December 21, 2020

What Happened After Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer?

Okay, so we all know that Grandma got run over by a reindeer ... but guess what happened next?

Grandpa's gonna sue the pants off of Santa

Who knew!?!  I sure didn't, not till just a few years ago.

(I'm warning you now: This one will get stuck in your head.)


Sunday, December 20, 2020

The Carpenters: "Sing a Song"

 This song pops into my mind a lot (which drives my son nuts because then I'm always singing it out loud).  But how could I not?  In fact, I've found that singing, even when - especially when - I don't want to, uplifts my spirit and my mood like nothing else can.

So go ahead ... Sing a Song!  Sing it out loud and sing it out strong.

Not for anyone else, but just for you.  Just because it's fun!

(And what a cute video to go with it.  Totally made me smile!)  

Saturday, December 19, 2020

"Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" Conclusion: Our Resignation From Our Church

(This "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" series is a breakdown on this much longer post: "We Left Our Church Because of Calvinism," which was written last year but updated July 2020.  All memes were created with imgflip.)









Conclusion:

Anyway, it's finally final.  We sent our resignation letter in yesterday, simply stating that "due to strong doctrinal disagreements with the head pastor, we are resigning from our membership here."  

We've been at that church for almost 20 years.  We've found some good friends there, raised our kids together, loved inviting people to visit our church with us, been part of some great programs, etc.  It's really been a great church.  One of the best and most biblical in the area.  

And then this pastor came in with his Calvinism.  And after several years of being angry with his manipulative tactics and his twisted-Gospel which turns God into an illogical, contradictory liar, we can no longer stand to be there.  We can no longer support that pastor and his twisted view of God and the Gospel.  We don't even want our names on the membership list, giving the appearance that we support him.  

Friday, December 18, 2020

"Have The Globalists Overplayed Their Hand?"

Just putting this out there for you all to read and consider and make your own mind up about:  Have The Globalists Overplayed Their Hand?


[Update from February 15, 2021: I am adding this note here because I don't know where else to put it.  I just wanted to share this story which I believe confirms my idea that our online devices are indeed listening to us all the time, even when we don't know it.  Our online service is used for our few tablets, phones, and laptops, but we don't have smart TV's or one of those always-on units that listens and responds when you ask it questions.  Well, yesterday we had some friends over, and we got to talking about the movie "Return to Oz" from 1985, about how creepy it was.  We talked about it for just a couple minutes, maybe 2-3.  Well, a couple hours after they left, I turned on a tablet, looked at the home "news page" (through the search engine that starts with "goo" and ends with "gle") and - lo an behold! - there was an article about why Return to Oz wasn't a bad movie.  I think there's NO WAY on earth that could be a coincidence, not when that's such an old, obscure movie.  I think "they" are listening.  Always listening.  Even when we don't know it and didn't set it up that way.  Creepy and disturbing!]


Update August 2021: I am also going to add these links here (and maybe more as I find them).  I want them easily accessible for me if I want to refer to them in the future.  You can think what you want about them, but there are interesting to say the least:

2020: We Can All Understand!

 2020 Version of Things

Here's hoping 2021 is better!

[Update: And now here's the new one for 2021.  That didn't take long.  But I'm glad to see we're trying to laugh about it.]

Thursday, December 17, 2020

Jesus Wasn't Always "Nice" (repost)

There's a disturbing trend going around, even on "Christian" blogs.  People are using Jesus' name to condone sin.

"Jesus was nice to everyone and never said anything mean to anyone" is being used - even by other Christians, not just the world - to silence Christians from speaking up about sin.  It's being used to defend everyone's choices and lifestyles because "Jesus never scolded anyone or judged anyone.  Because He was all about loving others."

Using Jesus' love to support things that Jesus never supported.

Very clever!

Very evil!

A Few Good TobyMac Songs

 Get Back Up Again  (God allows U-Turns!  There's always hope, always forgiveness, always a new day.)

Hold On (The pain won't last forever.  And His mercies are new every morning.)

Break Open The Sky (Amen, Come, Lord Jesus!)

Tuesday, December 15, 2020

Things My Calvinist Pastor Says #15: No Altar Calls, And Replacing "Believe" With "Repent"

(This "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" series is a breakdown on this much longer post: "We Left Our Church Because of Calvinism," which was written last year but updated July 2020.  They are almost exact quotes.  All memes were created with imgflip.)


15.  Our pastor never does altar calls and never asks people if they want to ask Jesus in their heart or choose Jesus as their Lord and Savior.  Instead, Calvinists emphasize the need to "repent."
            As I mentioned in the last point, with Calvinism in general, there are no altar calls, no "Do you want to ask Jesus into your heart, to choose Him as your Lord and Savior?"  
            They say it's because they don't want people thinking they're saved just because they "walked the aisle" or "prayed a prayer."  But I know it's because they don't want people thinking they have a choice.  Because that would contradict their whole idea of election, that God decides for us and causes the elect to believe.
            Anyway, I just realized something interesting about a Calvinist's emphasis on repentance.  (You'll also see repentance emphasized in a Calvinist church's Statement of Faith, instead of any reference to accepting Jesus as Lord and Savior.)  I didn't really know why the Calvinist's emphasis on repentance bothered me so much (because, after all, repentance is a necessary, good, important thing), but then I was reading Acts 19:1-5 this morning and it hit me: 

Monday, December 14, 2020

"Water Colors" - Painting to Relax

 I was talking with a friend recently about ideas of things we can do to relax during these crazy days or during times of depression/anxiety.  Obviously, there's reading and baking and taking walks and gardening.  And drawing or painting have become quite popular.  (And I know lots of people were painting because all of Walmart's little bottles of acrylic paint were sold out for weeks during the lockdown in March.)

And I was telling my friend that I always wished I could draw.  Goodness, if I could draw like this guy, in his time-lapsed drawing of Gandalf, that would be freakin' incredible!  (If I could have any piece of art out there, it would be this one.  I love it!)  

Sunday, December 13, 2020

Two Great Switchfoot Songs

I've always loved this song by Switchfoot, makes me happy and sorta bittersweet at the same time:

Dare You To Move

And another great one I just heard for the first time (and this is a great movie, watch it: Unbroken: Path To Redemption.):

You Found Me


Saturday, December 12, 2020

Genuine Faith is Messy! (repost)

 [Along with the Scripture-based prayers I sent to my relative in jail, I also mailed this post that I wrote awhile ago.  (I didn't tell her I wrote it, but that I found it somewhere.)  I thought she might be able to relate and to find some encouragement in it.]


Genuine Faith is Messy

You know, if there’s one thing I’ve learned over these past depressing years, it’s that faith is messy sometimes.  Faith hurts sometimes.  It’s not as easy and predictable and “magic-wandy” as I used to think it was. 

And I think a critical part of strengthening and purifying your faith – of learning humility - is going through the trials and learning to praise Him in the pain, regardless of what’s going on in our lives.  Because it’s in the trials and the hurt and the messiness that I have learned to see God for who He really is and myself for who I really am.  It’s where I learned more about His love, grace, faithfulness, forgiveness, all-sufficiency, etc.  It’s where my faith grew (after much confusion and pain) and where my trust in Him was purified.

Friday, December 11, 2020

Simple Chicken Salad Sandwich with Dried Cranberries

Okay, so I bought a ton of cooked, canned chicken during the lockdown in March, and now I need to find ways to start using it.  

First I did a simple BBQ Chicken Pizza.  [Either make your own pizza crust dough or buy a premade one, top it with BBQ sauce and some chopped onions and garlic, sprinkle on some cooked chicken (drained and pressed, if it's full of water from the can), and add a thick layer of shredded mozzarella on top.  Bake till done.  I make my own thick crust, so I cook mine for about 30 minutes at 350 degrees.  If it starts to brown too much near the end, cover loosely with foil.]

Thursday, December 10, 2020

I Just Want To Finish Well! (repost)

 (Reposted from a few years ago.)  


Once again, I found myself in a small funk last month, feeling like I can’t accomplish anything.  Can’t give any one thing the effort and time it needs.  I am so stretched-thin in places.  The housework never gets done.  The construction never gets done.  There’s not enough money to fix this place up.  My cooking has seen better days.  There’s not enough time to do everything I want when it comes to homeschooling, so, of course, my boys are going to grow up to be great big drains on society. 

I was feeling a little panicked that things were slipping away from me too fast, that I couldn’t get a grip on anything.  And then I picked up a movie from the library that really settled my heart: Flywheel.  It’s an older one, the first one done by the people who made Courageous and Facing the Giants.  And I have to say that ... it ... is ... good!  It’s really good, even if it’s a little old and primitive.

Wednesday, December 9, 2020

It's Time To Be Horrified!

 (Published on my other blog in 2015.  And it's only gotten so much worse since then.)

As our society seems to be going to “hell in a hand-basket,” do you ever wonder where God is in all of this? 

Tuesday, December 8, 2020

Things My Calvinist Pastor Said #14: Babies Die As Unrepentant Sinners

(This "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" series is a breakdown on this much longer post: "We Left Our Church Because of Calvinism," which was written last year but updated July 2020.  They are almost exact quotes.  All memes were created with imgflip.)



14.  (And most recently, on Mother's Day, this is what he said, practically word for word ...) "Christians love to believe that there is an age of accountability.  (My note: This is when someone becomes old enough to understand the difference between right and wrong.  And most Christians believe that children who die before this "age/condition of accountability" and mentally-handicapped people who can't understand the Gospel are covered by God's grace when they die, and so they go to heaven.  They were mentally incapable of being able to make a choice about accepting or rejecting Jesus, so they are not held accountable for being unable to make a choice.)  But nowhere in the Bible does it say there is an age of accountability for babies or children.  No one gets a free pass.  We are all wicked sinners from conception - sinners by birth, by choice (My note: It's deceptive for a Calvinist to use this word because they mean unregenerated people can only choose to sin!), and by nature, being cut off completely from God.  This is clear in Romans 3:23 which says 'for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,' and in 1 John 1:8 which says 'If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.'  All of us are sinners, and all sinners are required to repent in order to get into heaven.  (My note: Therefore, the obvious conclusion is that babies who died before they could repent are in hell.  They were born predestined to go to hell.)"  

Sunday, December 6, 2020

Saturday, December 5, 2020

Scripture-Based Prayers For The Hardest Times (updated)

 As some of you may know, a close relative of mine is in jail right now awaiting trial for ... well ... for something serious.  She is maintaining her innocence, while the rest of us think there's more to the story than what she's saying.  There will be a trial coming up sometime in 2021, and I will have to testify against her.  I'm really not looking forward to that.  

Anyway, I know I can't fix her situation for her.  I can't make it all better.  All I can do is offer whatever support I can, even though I have to testify against her eventually.  And even if I think she's not being totally honest with the authorities right now, I know that, deep down, she is a Christian.  A Christian who, I believe, is running from the Holy Spirit's conviction right now.

One of the ways I decided to support and encourage her is to keep sending her Scripture-based things.  Quotes.  Bible verses.  Bible studies.  Articles.  Etc.  I do this partly because I hope and pray that maybe something will get through to her, maybe something will give her the conviction and the strength to be honest, regardless of what will happen as a result.  

And I do this partly because I know she shares what I send with the women on her floor.  They copy it and pass it around.  

Friday, December 4, 2020

Wednesday, December 2, 2020

Things My Calvinist Pastor Said #13: God Doesn't Love Everyone

(This "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" series is a breakdown on this much longer post: "We Left Our Church Because of Calvinism," which was written last year but updated July 2020.  They are almost exact quotes.  All memes were created with imgflip.)


13.  "The Bible says God loves people.  But the Bible is clear that God does not love all people and He doesn't love everyone equally.  He elected some sinners to salvation, and He predestined some for eternal damnation."
            Find me the verse that says God does not love everyone the same way!  Or a verse about how God's love is shown by whether or not He elects you to heaven.  Find me an actual verse that clearly says something like that, not just a mish-mash of verses, taken-out-of-context, about how God loved Jacob and hated Esau (the passage my pastor was using).  

Tuesday, December 1, 2020

DC Talk - "Fearless"

One of my favorite bands as a teen was DC Talk.  And I am talking way back from their first album with "Heavenbound" and "Spinnin' Round" and their second album with "Nu Thang" and "I Love Rap Music."  

(Wow, that really dates me!  And wow, was it nostalgic to go back and watch these videos again!)  

I even had (have) their video tape "Rap, Rock, & Soul."  I tell ya, I was a fan!  Always will be.  (My friend and I even did a choreographed "dance" to "Spinnin' Round" in front of our Christian camp one year in matching blue button-down shirts and men's ties.  Thank God there were no cell phone cameras back then.)  

Here's one of their great later ones, one many people can probably relate to:

Fearless

(And I've always loved these three also: "What If I Stumble?" and "Colored People" and who could forget "Jesus Freak."  I don't get the videos, but I love the songs!) 

FYI: Taking A Break From Writing

 I am just giving everyone a heads up: I will be taking a break from writing soon.  I still have some posts loaded up in the schedule to be posted till Christmas, but after that, I will probably take a break from these blogs.  A long break.  


I need to disconnect from the online world almost completely for awhile.  I don't even read the news anymore right now.  I am so sick of the online world and the media and all that, and I don't want to let it into my house or my life for a long while.  I don't even want to read my own writing right now.  I just need a break.  

Anyway, this is why I have been posting nearly every day for the past few months, to get it all out there before I take a break.  I'm not sure if or when I will write anything new.  If anything, I may just link to other people's things.  But I feel like I've said all there is to say for a long time.  (And if I do start writing again, I may fold this blog into one of my others, so that I can end this one.)  

Anyway, just letting you know that there's a light at the end of this tunnel, that the deluge of posts I put up every week won't last much longer.  :)

I hope you all enjoy your December and the holiday season.  I know the world's falling apart, but look for the silver linings.  They're out there.  I just know it.

Monday, November 30, 2020

Giggle Translate #15: Some Mom Advice

Some of my "advice for moms" after it's been run through many different languages with Google Translate [Any comments I make about the translation will be in brackets and in blue]:


1. Original Version:

It is perfectly acceptable to start crying over seemingly small things because you are so sleep-deprived that you can’t think straight.  If you have to change the baby’s outfit again because they got some kind of body fluid on it again, go ahead and cry.  If you just dropped the paper towel for the third time because you are too tired and weak to keep a grip on it, let the tears roll.  Or if all of your children have taken up the tribal chant of “Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom” at the same time, but no one can hear your small, pathetic plea to stop talking because your head is about to explode, then curl up the fetal position in the corner of the room and sob.  That’s not being too emotional; that’s being smart!  If we didn’t let it out in a cry sometimes, we might explode in a fit of rage!

Sunday, November 29, 2020

Ever Wonder About Jesus?

 Did you ever wonder about Jesus?  Was He real?  Who was He?  Does it really matter what you think about Him?


Here is a good, hour-long video from a former journalist who sought to disprove Jesus but ended up believing in Him as Lord and Savior: The Case For Christ by Lee Strobel

Saturday, November 28, 2020

Christian Testimony: Brian Welch of Korn

 A short, powerful testimony from Korn's lead singer, Brian Welch (8 minutes).

No one is beyond the reach of God's grace and love, of forgiveness and healing.

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Why I could never be an atheist! (repost)

“The fool says in his heart, ‘There is no God.’”  (Psalm 14:1)

“For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities - his eternal power and divine nature - have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.”  (Romans 1:20)

I have gone through some hard times recently.  (This is a repost from several years ago.)  Not only has there been a bunch of discouraging trials, but these trials have been accompanied by “spiritual droughts” of sorts.  Long, dry spiritual times, the kind that could leave you wondering if you only convinced yourself all along that there is a God.

He has been so silent, so distant ... and at a time when I needed Him to show Himself most.  My soul has ached for more than what He is giving right now.  I cry out, but hear nothing.  I pray and pray about certain things.  And ... nothing happens.

Many prayers have not been answered - prayers for things to be healed, house problems to be fixed, friends to call me back, etc.  I don’t even really want the particular answers as much as I just want evidence that God is listening and cares.  Just answer something, anything, clearly and obviously so that I can know You are there!  Show me that You care! 

I find myself wanting to pull back from God, to retreat into a safe, little, protective shell and tell Him, “Fine, God, I can handle it.  I don’t want anyone – even You – to care about me.  I can accept it.  I'm used to it.  I’m strong enough.”

But the truth is ... I’m not.

Monday, November 23, 2020

Things My Calvinist Pastor Said #12: Depression is a Sin, Job was a Dimwit

(This "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" series is a breakdown on this much longer post: "We Left Our Church Because of Calvinism," which was written last year but updated July 2020.  They are almost exact quotes.  All memes were created with imgflip.)


12.  "Depression is a sin ... and Job was a dimwit."

(Most of this is from the post "So Job Was A Dimwit, Huh?".)

            What would you call someone who lost everything - their belongings, their livelihood, their children, their health - and who, in their pain, pours out their heartbreak to God as honestly as they can, real and raw and unpolished and unedited?
            What would you call them?  What would you call Job of the Bible as he pours out his heartbreak to God, chapter after chapter?
            My Calvinist pastor, in a recent post he wrote, criticized Job for daring to question the Almighty, for speaking so harshly honestly to God about his pain and suffering and the "unfairness" of life.  He claimed Job was chastised by God, basically saying that Job got put in his place when God got all up in his face and blasted him for several chapters with the message of "Who do you think you are, Job!?!"
            And just what did my pastor call Job, for daring to speak to God the way he did?
            He called Job "dimwitted."
            A dimwit!

Sunday, November 22, 2020

The Liberal's Reaction to Election Fraud (and some encouraging Bible verses)

To me, this video clip neatly sums up the reaction of liberal politicians and the liberal media to the possible election fraud this year (the accidents represent the fraud and the guy at the end represents the liberals):

Nothing to see here, move along

(Click here for a picture meme)


And in my Bible reading today, I found a great prayer for America during these uncertain times:

"The Pre-Tribulation Rapture: Outline of End Time Events" from Tracking Bible Prophecy

 For a good look into the events of the End Times, see this post: 

http://www.trackingbibleprophecy.org/rapturetoc.php

I haven't read all of it yet, but I agree (for the most part) with what I've read so far.


[A suggestion for Christians: Go to thrift stores and dollar stores and buy a bunch of Bibles to store in your home for those who are left behind after the rapture.  You can bet that during the tribulation Bibles will be banned, stores will stop selling them, and they will be removed from the internet.  So stock up on a bunch now, and pray that those who need them during the tribulation will find them and share them with others who need them.]

Saturday, November 21, 2020

Christian Testimony: Evangeline - "Lust, Drugs, Depression, Heartbreak, New Age to Jesus Christ"

 This is Evangeline's 23-minute testimony.  This is her first YouTube video, posted October 27, 2020 ... so let's show her some encouragement!

In this video, she shares honestly and openly about how she grew up in a Christian home but drifted from the Lord, getting involved with drugs and men, making mistakes along the way.  She shares how she realized that her self-worth was wrapped up in these relationships but that they were not truly fulfilling to her.  At least not in the way we need to be fulfilled deep in our souls.  Only God, only Jesus Christ, can do that!

Friday, November 20, 2020

"Secret Ambition" by Michael W. Smith

 I have always, always loved this song: 

Secret Ambition by Michael W. Smith

I don't know why we don't hear it more often!


If we have a Lord and Savior who is big enough, good enough, and loving enough to face torture and death on a cross so that He Himself could pay the penalty that we owe for our sins so that we could be forgiven and spend eternity with Him, then we can trust that He is big enough, good enough, and loving enough to handle any fear or concern or trial we might be going through right now!

Thursday, November 19, 2020

Why Would Anyone Follow Jesus? (repost)

 As I was listening to a Christian radio station, they interviewed a random woman on the street who said, “I think the writers of the Bible just made it up to get people to follow them.”


And I laughed out loud at the thought of that.  I wanted to ask her if she ever really read the Bible, if she knew what it teaches.  Because if she did, she would have to wonder why anyone would make up some of the things we find in the Bible and think it would cause people to go, "Oh yeah, that sounds great to me!"

If you were going to make up a religion and try to get followers, you certainly wouldn’t tell us that ...

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

Giggle Translate #14: Stupid Chipmunk!

I took my "Stupid Chipmunk" post and ran it through Google Translate a lot of different times to see what happened.


Original Post:
If there's a chipmunk that sits five feet outside your dining room window every morning (where you like to sit in the quiet of the morning with your coffee and Bible, enjoying a few moments of peace before the day gets going) ... and this chipmunk chirps shrill-ly and loudly every 3 seconds for hours on end ... and you want to scare it off by throwing something at it ... let me tell you what NOT to do:

Monday, November 16, 2020

Christian Testimony: Isabella - "How I Found Jesus"

 Here is Isabella's 17-minute testimony: How I found Jesus.

I think many of us can relate to it - about the struggle of trying to relate to the Lord, of drawing near but then falling away.  She understands that a relationship with God takes time and effort.  It doesn't just happen.  You have to work at it.

And you can tell she has a heart to lead others to the Lord, to help them in their relationship with God.  She gives a short, sweet "sinner's prayer" at the end, for others to follow.  (Drink some coffee to keep up with her.  She's a fast talker.)    

[However, I do not agree with her that we can pray to the earth/universe.  That's the mark of a false religion.  But I understand what she's trying to say.  She's trying to say that we shouldn't let not knowing how to pray or what to pray stop us from praying, from calling out to God.  She's saying that God can meet you wherever you are, if you call out to Him.  We don't have to know what to say or how to say it or polish ourselves up first.  He meets us in our mess and confusion and brokenness.  We just have to call out to Him, reach for Him, and He'll find us, wherever we are!

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."  Psalm 34:18

"I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy... I was overcome by trouble and sorrow.  Then I called on the name of the Lord: 'O Lord, save me!'  The Lord is gracious and righteous; our God is full of compassion.  The Lord protects the simplehearted; when I was in great need, he saved me."  Psalm 116:1-6]

Thank you for sharing your story, Isabella!

Thursday, November 12, 2020

"Jericho: The Shout of Victory" by Carman

 In these uncertain days, when evil feels like it's winning and running wild, this song encourages me:

Jericho: The Shout of Victory by Carman

A great reminder that God is always bigger than any obstacle we face!

Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Using God's Word In Emotional Struggles

 Do you ever feel like Satan is beating you down with negative thoughts, temptations, trials, struggles, fears?


I do.  Daily.  I regularly wake up with anxiety already pressing down on me, trying to worm its way into my mind.  Or more accurately, anxiety has been living in my mind, and every morning before I even get out of bed, it tries to burst its way out, to explode all over me and paralyze me with fear.  I struggle nearly daily with trying to keep it in check, to keep it from running my life.  I've had enough unpleasant things happen in life to make me always anxious for when the next bad moment happens, always waiting for the next shoe to drop, even when things are going okay.  And I had a horrible panic attack once, and I think I live in great fear that I'll lose control over my emotions again someday.  The anxiety can be so bad sometimes that even my own heartbeat can scare me.

Can anyone else understand?

Monday, November 9, 2020

Lord, I Don't Know ... But Hallelujah Anyway!

 We don't often know why things happen the way they do or why God allows what He does, but that's okay.  We don't have to know, because God does.  ("Lord, I Don't Know" by the Newsboys)

And if we're going to be singing "Hallelujah" all eternity anyway, why not start now?  ("Hallelujah" by the Newsboys)


I've found that sometimes the only way to deal with feeling hopeless, downtrodden, and brokenhearted is to sing, even when you don't want to.  In fact, especially when you don't want to. 

Just sing anyway!

Sunday, November 8, 2020

Things My Calvinist Pastor Said #11: God Ordains Child Abuse

(This "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" series is a breakdown on this much longer post: "We Left Our Church Because of Calvinism," which was written last year but updated July 2020.  They are almost exact quotes.  All memes were created with imgflip.)


11.  "God ordained everything that happened in your life, even all the tragedies, even childhood abuse.  It was His 'Plan A' for your life.  For His glory and His purposes, for your good, and because He knew what it would take to humble you.  So you just have to trust Him."  
            This was the sermon when I decided I was done listening to that man!  Saying that God caused your childhood abuse for His glory and to humble you!?!  Wicked, wretched twisting of God's character!  My goodness, do I feel like crying!  (And I was not abused as a child.  But my heart hurt to think of those who were and who had to listen to this horrible, wretched twisting of God's character.  I could almost hear hearts and faith and trust-in-God breaking all over the congregation that day.  And I will include part of that post I wrote at the end of this point #11.)  

Wednesday, November 4, 2020

Tuesday, November 3, 2020

An Election Day Prayer

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank You that we live in a country that values democracy, that gives us the right to choose our leaders.  This is such a privilege, even when things don't go our way.  Thank You that You gave us a president these last four years who generally stood for Your values, who worked to stop our slide into godlessness and moral decay.  Thank You also, Lord, for Your promise to work all things out for the good of those who love You.  In Your hands, even all the bad, confusing, and messy things are turned into something good and beautiful and worthwhile.  Let us who love You remember always that no matter what happens, You are a good, trustworthy, loving, powerful, wise Father who knows what's best and who is carrying out plans that we can't even fathom.  I thank You that we who trust in You do not have to lean on our own pathetic power and limited wisdom, but that we have a big God whom we can pray to, who answers prayer, who will handle all the things we can't handle and who knows far better than we do about how things should go.

So right now, I choose to put my faith and hope in You, not in the results of this election.  The answer to our prayers is ultimately not in the results of this election, but our answer is You, regardless of what happens in this election.  Whoever is chosen as president is really just a pawn in Your hands, and You have Your reasons for why You allow certain people to get elected.  It is Your job to work out Your plans; it's our job to trust You.  

Monday, November 2, 2020

Two Songs Dedicated to the Upcoming Election

 Here are a couple of Tim Hawkins songs.  Just fur fun.  I dedicate them to the upcoming election:

Jimmy Buffet for President

The Government Can

If you can't do anything about it, may as well have some fun with it!

Sunday, November 1, 2020

"Home Church" and Worship Songs

 Since we left our church in May 2019, we have been staying home watching sermons online as a family.  And I've loved it.  I could finally breathe and feel my soul starting to come alive again after years of being suffocated by and angry about the wretched Calvinism growing in our church.  I would rather be home alone with my family every Sunday than spend one more week listening to that Calvinist garbage!

However, I have often thought that it would be nice to meet with at least one other family, doing like a "home church" thing, watching sermons online and discussing them, or just reading the Bible and discussing it amongst ourselves.

And thankfully, we recently met up with another family who has also wanted to do that too, to meet together in a home and just pray together, read Scripture together (verse by verse through a book of the Bible), talk about what we learn from God's Word, and maybe sing.  

We met last week for the first time to do this ... and it was great.  So simple, but so sweet.  Just what I needed.  We're meeting again today and will keep Sundays open for meeting whenever we can.  (And I have one more family in mind who I'd love to join us, if they ever can or want to.)

And since we might like to include worship songs, I compiled some familiar worship songs with lyrics, and I am putting them here in this post so that I can find them easily when we need them.  I'll try to add more as I find them.

Saturday, October 31, 2020

Links to "Some Carman Songs for Halloween" and Posts on Spiritual Warfare

 For some "fun" songs from my younger years: "Some Carman Songs for Halloween"



And here are some links to posts on spiritual warfare, from my post "War Rooms, Praying Scripture, and Spiritual Warfare":

I strongly believe that there are angels and demons.  That prayer matters.  That there is a spiritual battle going on around us all the time ... and that we need to get involved in it, actively and consciously.  (Something I haven't been doing lately.)  

Regardless of if we want it or not, we are constantly facing spiritual battles.  But if we don't acknowledge them - if we stick our head in the sand and refuse to get involved, to put on our spiritual armor, to use the spiritual weapons that are available to us - we open ourselves up to deceptions, to defeat, to being very vulnerable to the strategies and attacks of the evil one.

What I have done here is compile a list of posts on spiritual warfare, on praying Scripture, and on creating a War Room (or War Journal).


Have you ever seen War Room?

You should.  It's a great movie.  And it is so relevant to real life.  To the life that is most real - the spiritual life.

I've read through all these links, but I haven't checked out everything on each site, so you'll have to be discerning.  

Friday, October 30, 2020

... But Sunday's a Comin'!

A 3 1/2-minute encouraging (or alarming) video:  "It's Friday, But Sunday's a Comin'" 

(Apparently, that video was removed, so try this one or this oneOr google the title to find the sermon clip by preacher S.M. Lockridge.)

For believers: "Hang in there, it's almost Sunday!"

For non-believers: "Take warning: It's almost Sunday!"  (See this post and this post)

Link to "Is Yoga OK for Christians? (Here's a hint: It's not!)"

I know many Christians won't agree, but this is an issue I feel very strongly about.  So allow me to get up on my soapbox and tell you why I think no Christian should participate in yoga:

Is Yoga OK for Christians? (Here's a hint: It's not!)

I know this isn't exactly Halloween-related, but it is demon-worship related.  So it fits right in with my "Halloween" posts.

Tuesday, October 27, 2020

An Excellent Christmas Song

We just got the first snow of the year!  (I love snow.)  And so to celebrate this moment and to counter Halloween (I hate Halloween), enjoy this excellent, little-known Christmas song:

Hallelujah Christmas (Cloverton)

Sunday, October 25, 2020

Link To "In 'Honor' of Halloween: My Story of Demonic Harassment"

Since Halloween is coming up, I am going to post links to some of my previous "Halloween" posts, standard ones that I would like to share every year, starting with: "In 'Honor' of Halloween: My Story of Demonic Harassment." 

Saturday, October 24, 2020

"Ohio Sheriff Offers to Help Celebrities Leave The U.S. If Trump Wins, On One Condition ..."

I love this!

Ohio Sheriff Offers to Help Celebrities Leave the U.S. If Trump Wins - On One Condition: "You Can't Come Back"

Thank you, Sheriff Rick Jones, for saying what a lot of us have wanted to say to those celebrities who threaten to leave the U.S. if Trump wins (and who threatened last election).  I applaud you, and I add my message to those celebrities (and anyone else) who think they have the right to demand that everything be their way or who threaten to move from the country if they don't get their way: 

Psalm 5: A Prayer for Our Country and World

 Franklin Graham has called for a day of prayer and fasting tomorrow, October 25, for all believers to call on God for His help with the upcoming election.  I hope all believers will humble themselves before God, calling on Him for His help not just with the election but with everything - the moral condition of our country, the breakdown of our society, the fear that haunts us all, the brokenness all around us as we humans implode and race towards wickedness and destruction, etc.  Everything is going wrong all over the place, and we need more than ourselves to fix it.  We need God.  

Anyway, as I was reading Psalm 5 this morning, I realized what a fitting prayer it is for our country, our world, right now.  And so I am writing it here, altered slightly to be a prayer from all believers.  

"How to Keep Going When It's All Too Much Right Now" by Ann Voskamp

 I've heard the story of Cliff before.  And every time I hear it, my eyes fill with tears.  He's a living illustration for us all about walking in faith through the dark times, about how we all - no matter how tired and broken-down we feel - can reach victory if we just keep going.

How to Keep Going When It's All Too Much Right Now by Ann Voskamp 

Friday, October 23, 2020

Justin Bieber Talks About Faith and Life

I don't usually watch interviews with celebrities, but this is such a great one.  It's so touching to hear about the journey Justin has been on over the years, going through such pain, to finding his way back to Jesus and healing and hope and wholeness.  

Those who have been to the lowest depths and back have the most meaningful stories to share!  

I'm really rooting for him.  God bless him and his wife!  (And say a prayer for them.)

Justin Bieber Talks About His Faith in Jesus (4 minute clip from the full video)

The full Justin Bieber - Zane Lowe interview (43 minutes, totally worth watching all the way to the end)  


Two of the comments in the comment section really summed it up well (I fixed a minor misspelling in one):

"I don't see a man that is losing his way.  I see a man fighting to find it.  Encourage him."

And "Billions may know your name, but nobody really knows your pain"


Thursday, October 22, 2020

"Becoming a Christian" and "Steve McQueen's Christian Testimony"

 A great, quick video from Pastor Greg Laurie on "Becoming a Christian" (4 minutes long)

And a 2 1/2-minute one from Tony Evans: Salvation Through Jesus Christ

Yes, it's that simple!  Eternal life, salvation, is that simple to get.  All of the work has been done for you by Jesus Christ on the cross.  And all you have to do is accept it.

[Keep in mind that it's not the prayer that saves you, the words you say.  It isn't a "magic spell."  What saves you is your choice to believe in Jesus, your decision to make Him your Lord and Savior, to believe that He is God and that He came to earth to die on the cross to pay the price for your sins so that you can live, so that you don't have to pay the price for your sin.  You can live eternally in heaven because of what He did for you on the cross.  And all you have to do is accept it, believe it.  If you will believe (if you will accept it as truth, even if you don't "feel it" yet) that Jesus is God, that He died for your sins, that you are a sinner and that you need Him to save you, if you will turn from your old life and embrace Him as Lord and Savior, you will be saved.] 

Tuesday, October 20, 2020

Things My Calvinist Pastor Said #10: God Only Really Cares About His Glory

(This "Things My Calvinist Pastor Said" series is a breakdown on this much longer post: "We Left Our Church Because of Calvinism," which was written last year but updated July 2020.  They are almost exact quotes.  All memes were created with imgflip.)


10.  "God is all about His glory and being famous.  That is His main goal in everything.  He loves Himself and worships Himself above all."
            "God's main goal is to be famous among the nations" is my ex-pastor's stated reason for evangelizing.  He wrote about how he never could get into missions work (and it's no wonder, because Calvinists don't really think they can have a real effect on whether someone believes or not, because they believe God predetermines it).  But when he came to believe that God's main goal is to be famous, well, then he got excited about missions work.  Finally, it had a purpose.
            And so missions work, to my pastor, is not really about calling people to believe in Jesus (because that's predetermined, according to them) or about helping them start a relationship with Him; it's about "making God known, making Him famous among the nations."  (Anyone can be famous ... for all the wrong reasons!) 

Sunday, October 18, 2020

"The Candid Calvinist"

 My husband just found this "satirical" 6-minute video about what Calvinists say vs. what they hide.  It's called "The Candid Calvinist" and it's brilliant.  This guy does a great job covering some of the confusing contradictions and deceptive word-choices of Calvinism.  I hope he does more videos like this.  (And does he not remind you of a young Ben Shapiro?)

Saturday, October 17, 2020

"Lonely" by Justin Bieber

I don't watch music videos often or go looking online for ones, but this one popped up on my feed and I was curious.

Lonely by Justin Bieber

I'm posting a link to it for several reasons.  

One is because it's so honest.  So heartbreakingly real.  So haunting.  My goodness!  (Well done, Justin.  My heart is aching for you.  I wish I could hug you right now.)  

Two is because I think many people can relate to it, to feeling invisible, like they don't matter, like no one really cares what they're going through or how badly they're hurting inside.

And three is because he uses some pretty heavy cuss words in it.  Yes, that's right, the "bad" words are one of the reasons I'm linking to it, why I'm suggesting that people - church people - watch it.