I would like to dedicate the following song to anyone who is breaking down right now - like how I broke down this past weekend, sobbing to my husband about everything that's wrong in life and then vomiting uncontrollably for 11 hours because of tension in my neck that triggers my "throw up" button.
Is anyone else exhausted from trying to bear up under the pressures of this fallen, evil, upside-down, post-Covid world, from watching all their expectations crumble, from feeling like the future is just one big blackhole for you and your kids, from not knowing where to turn or what to do or how to do it anymore, and from knowing that you have to testify against a close relative in court very soon? (Okay, maybe that last one is just me. I've been dizzy every day since just hours before I got the subpoena to appear in court. I'm trying to figure out if it's from stress or something else, like a vitamin deficiency or something.)
Anyway, to anyone else who's breaking down too, I dedicate this song:
"Honestly" by The City Harmonic.